Dylan Thomas 100 years – Especially when the October wind


Especially when the October wind
With frosty fingers punishes my hair,
Caught by the crabbing sun I walk on fire
And cast a shadow crab upon the land,
By the sea’s side, hearing the noise of birds,
Hearing the raven cough in winter sticks,
My busy heart who shudders as she talks
Sheds the syllabic blood and drains her words.

Shut, too, in a tower of words, I mark
On the horizon walking like the trees
The wordy shapes of women, and the rows
Of the star-gestured children in the park.
Some let me make you of the vowelled beeches,
Some of the oaken voices, from the roots
Of many a thorny shire tell you notes,
Some let me make you of the water’s speeches.

Behind a pot of ferns the wagging clock
Tells me the hour’s word, the neural meaning
Flies on the shafted disk, declaims the morning
And tells the windy weather in the cock.
Some let me make you of the meadow’s signs;
The signal grass that tells me all I know
Breaks with the wormy winter through the eye.
Some let me tell you of the raven’s sins.

Especially when the October wind
(Some let me make you of autumnal spells,
The spider-tongued, and the loud hill of Wales)
With fists of turnips punishes the land,
Some let me make you of the heartless words.
The heart is drained that, spelling in the scurry
Of chemic blood, warned of the coming fury.
By the sea’s side hear the dark-vowelled birds.
Dylan Thomas




I am ready to let go,

to untie the knot and

start moving.

Up or down,

left or right,

I don’t care,

just away.

Away from this,

from everything.

Simply drift around,

dwelling, lingering,

spiraling across the universe and than

completely vanish in a distant and vast  black hole

Away from my world with

its moon

and its sun,

away from our solar system,

Further and further away…

Relentlessly floating into eternity,

in an unknown dimension.

Never to return,

never to look back,

not even to remember

or to be remembered

Gone and forgotten


G. Ens, 20 december 2006